BuTTeRfLiEs In My StOmAcH

well, at this point i do have butterflies in my stomach ,, one week from now my life will get into this maddening rush to get everything done,, and two weeks from now i wont even know where i'd be ,, new world ,, new place ,, new faces,, new relations,, new friends,, new insecurities,, so far in my 18 years of existence and 31/2 years of living i've never got to get out of my comfort zone,, talked about it a zillion times,, envied the people who stayed on their own,, but the very thought of bringing my food to the table or washing my own clothes threw me in a frenzy where i just didn't want to think about it ,, i grew up thinking that one day i might have to leave ,, but the very thought of not having mom around freaked me out ,, i know it may sound funny ,,, but its true,, i cant shop for my own underwear and i've given lectures on decision making,, funny ,, i know ,, after graduation ,, i had the same options ,, luckily i made a right choice ,, wasn't a rational decision ,, my gut wouldn't give in ,, and i resisted ,, stayed put ,, i was lucky ,, because i didn't know why i should go ,, i didn't know where i wanted to reach ,, there was so much dust in the air,, i just couldn't see ,, so i closed my eyes ,, waited for some more time ,, i was having so much fun here ,, how could i leave all of this for something i didn't know,, but then i met these amazing individuals,, my mentors ,, they taught me how to look at the world and they taught me how to think,, as i sat in class dumbstruck ,, wondering what hit me ,, was it a missile or a bazooka ,, i didn't know ,, they just threw these pebbles in a still lake ,,, and it worked ,,
i'm all set to move,, out of my comfort zone ,, it'll be hard ,, it'll be tough ,, i'll miss my mom ,, but i'll live a new life and i'll enjoy it ,, i promise myself success and i'll pay the price for it ,, i'll make adjustments but i'll never compromise,,

may be i am over confident as usual,, maybe i'll be cut to size,, but the one thing that wont change,, is the way i'll look at it ......