DriVen By DesTinY

20/06/07
16:30 hrs

Unusual time to be sitting at home sipping on some barley water, 3 cans down one more to go. Its late afternoon.. It’s a strange silent feeling cos nobody’s at home. . I look out of my balcony and it’s the same mad rush outside.

The boon and bane of sitting idle is that it gets you thinking, suddenly Ur subconscious is screaming out for a session of reflection… and it got me thinking

Its funny how throughout our lives we’re making plans. Ten year plans Yearly plans, weekly plans, weekend plans for this splurge or that occasion. But how much of control do we actually have over our own lives. Enlightened souls claim complete but I’d like to think otherwise.

Rewind 24 hrs
19/06/07
16:30 hrs

Here I am, right on track, every minute detail had been taken care of, check, double check, there’s no way the company is not getting this fish.

Suddenly there is this burning sensation, 2 hours later I find myself staring at ceiling of the emergency ward trying to count the bulbs I pass to avoid thinking about the pain.
Amidst shock and horror of looking at my red urine sample I just didn’t know what had happened.. I didn’t plan this … this wasn’t supposed to happen.. Its not in the script.. I can’t take the pain.. No.. Don’t stab me with that injection.. This cant happen to me.. It’s not in my script.

Fast Forward.
20/06/07
16:45 hrs

Play

Life outside my window moves fast as usual taking my plans along, as I sit here in slow motion. The fact that I’m not with them makes no difference and the show goes on. As I sip on my barley water, Life just changed tracks, so fast!!

i'm looking for a better reason or was it destiny that stamped its authority.....